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My blog has been online for all of 3 days now and is kindly hosted for me gratis.

However I feel like a teenager tentatively taking the first steps towards independence and a giant glaring hole of debt.

I want my very own hosting account to match my very own domain name - http://www.beyondbeeton.com - which doesn’t currently do very much because it just redirects you here.

If I knew how to put in a poll I’d add one now.

So just pretend there’s a poll here. I’d like to hear from you. Should I move to my very own account?

If there are no responses I’ll assume the answer is a (or to save my very fragile ego, that you all hate polls, even pretend ones).

a) Don’t be silly, nobody reads your blog anyway.
b) I don’t care.
c) There’s a way to change it and redirect the few people reading so far, you gumnut, and it will be ok.
d) No really, I don’t care.